23 April 2006

Sexual Apetite = Zero

Pro’ly there is something wrong with me. The guy I talked with (chatname: Outrigger) was pro’ly right. My psyco state is keeping me from getting a hard on (see previous post). My emo level is way beyond saving. Outrigger was right! I should have a change of heart and of ways. I should stop smoking. I should start living a healthy life.

But how? Tell me, how? Not when all of my friends and most of my officemates smoke. How can I prevent myself from joining them downstairs and puffing the very thing that got us closer?

This is really a hard decision to make. To quit or not to quit. Not only smoking. To quit this emotional stress I chose to burden myself with—Robbie. But how? How can you keep yourself detached from the very love of your life? How can you not want a guy you felt a connection with? How can you not want, no, need him?

Questions, questions and more questions.

Tell me, how? Please…


  • It's hard to quit smoking. But it's harder to make someone quit smoking. XD

    By Anonymous skwayred, at 5:07 PM  

  • Any suggestions?

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 6:02 PM  

  • i dont know... i never rally like smoking... coz my dad doesnt smoke... maybe that made it not to like smoking.... quitting smoking.... it takes lots of self control... kinda like sex... its there... you just know when to do it... heheheh

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 3:18 AM  

  • One way I remember is to change your yosi brand. :p But the best way, they say, is the cold turkey way. As in designate a day when you will stop then don't ever puff a cigar ever again. But of course, the withdrawal symptoms may be disturbing so be prepared. :p It'll last for weeks or months but hey, the benefits will last a lifetime. Hehe. :D

    By Anonymous skwayred, at 10:54 PM  

  • I have been smoking Marlbora menthol now kasi paos ako peo hindi pa rin ako nagsasawa. ewan ko ba. hayyy...

    it's like sex nga siguro. you just cant stop!


    By Blogger /iambrew, at 6:24 AM  

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I am a frustrated artist who finds refuge in bitterness and solitude. Angst is what I speak and love is what I hide. I never want to be seen naked for in nakedness there is truth and truth I am afraid of. Reality never seems to be fair, life in fact is iniquitous.

I like to put up a facade like a masked man in a party. I like to exude and air of mystery and fear. For in fear I earn respect and respect I treasure.

I like to play God once in a while, controlling the people who surround me. I love to twist emotions and bring out the insides.

I have found love but it left me suddenly for reasons until now I do not understand. He pierced right through everything that is me and left a broken arrow in my heart. But I let that happen because I loved him so sincerely. If there was a time I really loved someone, it would be that time. He rocked my world; sadly, he rocked me to my death.


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