On Bitterness and Moving On
Nu ni nu ni nu ni...
(Glen is singing it in the background.)
Woke up fine today. Nothing spectacular has happened yet. Hope that elevator incident from yesterday won’t happen again. I really got scared.
Anyways, I was chatting at IRC last night and guess who I stumbled on? Yeah, Robbie. His ad said something like; 19 cute chinito slim here should have a place. There was also a pic link included in the ad. Mine said; http://www.picturetrail.com/iambrew >>> I am free. But I doubt it if he checked my pic link.
The conversation was quick. After the pleasantries, he said goodbye. Pro’ly picked up a guy already. I coldly said my goodbyes back.
I felt a tinge of pain run through my body seeing him online and pro’ly looking for a fuck. But hey, I was there as well and sorta looking for the same thing. I can’t blame him or anybody. I blame myself for feeling that way, for feeling so bitter about the break up. I remember what Jack said the other day, I should move on. I should let go. I should find someone else. I told her I choose not to. And indeed that is the truth. The thought of letting go just hurts so much. My feeling towards him never faltered a bit.
I just hope someday… No. I hope. Period.
(Glen is singing it in the background.)
Woke up fine today. Nothing spectacular has happened yet. Hope that elevator incident from yesterday won’t happen again. I really got scared.
Anyways, I was chatting at IRC last night and guess who I stumbled on? Yeah, Robbie. His ad said something like; 19 cute chinito slim here should have a place. There was also a pic link included in the ad. Mine said; http://www.picturetrail.com/iambrew >>> I am free. But I doubt it if he checked my pic link.
The conversation was quick. After the pleasantries, he said goodbye. Pro’ly picked up a guy already. I coldly said my goodbyes back.
I felt a tinge of pain run through my body seeing him online and pro’ly looking for a fuck. But hey, I was there as well and sorta looking for the same thing. I can’t blame him or anybody. I blame myself for feeling that way, for feeling so bitter about the break up. I remember what Jack said the other day, I should move on. I should let go. I should find someone else. I told her I choose not to. And indeed that is the truth. The thought of letting go just hurts so much. My feeling towards him never faltered a bit.
I just hope someday… No. I hope. Period.
/brewed @
6:34 PM
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2 Comments:
moving on and letting go is never an easy thing to do... heck it's a bitch that'll come and bite you in the behind.... and it has puppies too...
all I can say is.... spank your inner moppet, whatever, just get over it....
if you can't be strong about it... be weak about it..... and things will be alright sooner or later....
ok... "Brew"
-Nera-
"Born and Raised to Misbehave"
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Anonymous, at 5:40 AM
I didn't know you left a comment here Nera. Thanks a lot. You advice is appreciated.
Moving on is just so hard. I hope someday I'll find the strength to finally let go of him. :þ
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/iambrew, at 5:53 PM
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