31 May 2006

hopelesssoul*

I am an angel clipped off of my wings, brought down to suffer the bitterness of this damp earth.
I am a hopeless soul who never cease to look for someone who can see through me.

I never cease to wander, hiding myself from reality. But reality has ways of finding me, slapping me on the face of what is now.

I am a funeral passing by the road of solitude leaving everyone confused and asking. My coffin is my flesh and inside is my rotten being, slowly being eaten by worms of enormous apetite and disgusting smell.

You laugh at me because you think I am funny. And after those laughters, you dismiss me like a thin air of smoke, and the coldness of the night brings me to nothingness.


It is cruel, I know. But this is my fate, my karma, my life.

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*I wrote this poem last 2004, posted it in my previous blog. I edited parts of it as well.

37 Comments:

  • Whoah! sooooooooo deep! *claps*

    By Blogger Rob a.k.a Bim, at 2:58 PM  

  • @ rob - i know. wala kasi ako maisip na ipost eh... liked it?

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 3:05 PM  

  • kailangan ko pa bang maghanap ng dictio dito ha??

    ang lalim. hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin. haha DEEP nga. VERY DEEP.

    inhale. exhale. hinga ka lang ha.

    By Blogger utakgago, at 3:33 PM  

  • @ kevin - di naman siya ganun kalalim eh. wahehehe...

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 3:38 PM  

  • It is cruel, I know. But this is my fate, my karma, my life.

    so let's drink to that. *cheers*

    By Blogger juice is justine, at 3:41 PM  

  • Aaaaaaaaaarghh,,! bakit naman lagi ako nauuhanahan these past few days,,! kaasar naman talaga oh...

    anyway, haha, i like that poem,,! so deeeeeeep... hehe..

    By Blogger Carl, at 3:46 PM  

  • @ justine - cheers!

    @ carl - dun worry. dami pa naman posts to come eh. and besides, it doesnt matter if nauna ka or hindi. what matters is that ur here. mwah!

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 3:48 PM  

  • @Carl: kailangan mong maging maagap... hehe..

    --

    yeah i love it!

    By Blogger Rob a.k.a Bim, at 4:05 PM  

  • @ rob|bim - i agree. dapat maagap ka carl. wahehehe... nonetheless, i appreciate the effort.

    thanks rob. mwah! pakiss at pahug nga! mwahugs!

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 4:09 PM  

  • nice poem...

    By Blogger disbloggerread, at 4:25 PM  

  • @ disbloggerread - thanks pow. mwah! u like it?

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 4:26 PM  

  • yah...

    By Blogger disbloggerread, at 4:32 PM  

  • @ disbloggerread - thanks po. galit ka pa rin ba sa akin? baka im gonna use my sister's phone for the meantime. so i'll text u later okay. that is, pagnakabili ako ng sim. sun balak ko. :þ

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 4:33 PM  

  • may date me... i'm actually waiting for him right now...

    :)

    di naman ako galit...

    di ako nagagalit...

    i get disppointed...

    but that is just me...

    :)

    By Blogger disbloggerread, at 4:35 PM  

  • and i plan to have him take me to a movie... guess what? no not Da Vince code... Naah!

    Not X-Men...

    Manay Po!!!

    hahahaha

    i'm one twisted date!

    By Blogger disbloggerread, at 4:37 PM  

  • hahaha. goodluck with the date disbbloggerread. hope you have fun! mwah!

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 4:43 PM  

  • really nice poem.XD

    By Blogger marX, at 6:07 PM  

  • nice poem...

    By Blogger allan, at 6:31 PM  

  • nice poem.

    i lurv it. ü

    By Blogger mystic rouge, at 7:06 PM  

  • qa remake of your old poem, nice.
    unsolicited comment:
    after your turbulent yet colorful past, you havent given up your search, after the turmoils that has challenged you. it is good, i admire your persistence. love is waiting not searching. it takes alot of patience, sometimes you just have to wait.
    reality is truly a slap in the face for drifters and make-believers.
    you are not alone in you quest may be the one youre searching for is actually searching for you, hence you have parallel situation. quatum physics-parallels do meet, when? patience that is.
    dont think that all fingers are pointed at you that all people are mocking you. you already have proven yourself, your stories tells everything.
    ~well joke! hehe! hey thanks for dropping by sa blog ko Brew, sana nag comment ka man lang... :( hehe, oh thanks for answering my questions! i just want to confirm something, actually those were what i always ask myself.
    i hide from reality im not ashamed but im scared. --- i hope you understand this line.~

    By Blogger Earth, at 7:35 PM  

  • solicitousness...

    By Blogger Bryan Anthony the First, at 7:40 PM  

  • aha! to all Brewers (reader of Brew's blog) i have figured out how to be the first to post a comment in his blog! he post, on an average, around 2-3pm.
    well i prefer posting last. its not who goes first, its the comment.

    By Blogger Earth, at 7:43 PM  

  • hopeless. lost. yeah, been there too -- a long time ago. but hey, you don't have to let all those pressures drown you.

    an inspiration can do miracles. mine did, back when i was really down. :D

    (okay, i dunno where this unsolicited advice[?] came from. haha. may sakit lang talga ko ngaung araw na toh. nyaha.)

    By Blogger beans, at 8:13 PM  

  • we can't run from anything. because in the end they tend to find us and rub our noses till it bleeds.

    By Blogger LyZa, at 8:47 PM  

  • I love the part "I am a funeral passing by the road of solitude leaving everyone confused and asking". I think, most of the time, this is the perception of those people around who do not really know me.

    By Blogger Tess Termulo, at 10:12 PM  

  • anganda... weeee..
    u wanna die? *lol joke! haha
    galing mo n_n i like it.. post ka pa!

    By Anonymous jami, at 11:08 PM  

  • that was too dramatic.. ;p

    LOL

    anyway, nice one..

    By Blogger aiRah, at 11:10 PM  

  • btw, you've been tagged by moi. ;p

    By Blogger aiRah, at 11:10 PM  

  • @ marx - tnx for the comment.

    @ agc_dlsu - tnx too.

    @ mystic rogue - hey thanks. u wudnt be in any way affiliated with xmen, wud u? wahehehe...

    @earth - thanks for that comment. haba ah! wahehehe. i appreciate the time u put into it. and yes, i totally understand.

    hahaha. ur kinda right. work start at 3pm but im usually at work na around 1pm so that's the time i usually post sumtin. good strategy! and yes, it's not who comes first. it's the comment that matters!

    @ bryan anthony the first - hahaha...

    @ beans - an inspiration can do miracles. mine did, back when i was really down. :D -- wish i had some inspiration too...

    @ lyza - sad yet true... thanks.

    @ tess termulo - people can get judgemental. hayyy... thanks.

    @ jami - hahaha. i was figuratively speaking... anyways, thanks... and yes, more posts!

    @ airah - dramaQueen ako eh. wahehehe... thanks for tagging me btw...

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 9:43 AM  

  • Nice one! Iba na talaga pag inspired. Lumalabas talents dahil sa emotions. :)

    By Blogger ~*galenlondeien*~, at 10:44 AM  

  • @ ~*galenlondeien - oo nga eh... wahehehehe...

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 10:51 AM  

  • aba't sa tulong ng damdamin ay nahabi mo ang mga letra upang magkaron ng bilang at tugma..

    iilan lang ang gumagawa ng tula na tunay na sumasalamin sa damdamin ng may akda.. sa pagkakataong ito mukhang wala kang tinatago..

    By Anonymous poljan, at 2:04 PM  

  • Hehe!

    Emo ka ngayon ha.. Pero nice poem. Galeeng!

    By Blogger Jhed, at 2:36 PM  

  • @ poljan - napakalalim naman ng iyong mga pahayag.

    wahehehe. thanks for the visit dre!

    @ jhed - emo ba? kahapon pa yan noh! will be posting sumtin new today. hahaha...

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 2:43 PM  

  • nice read! posy ka pa ng mga ganito ;)

    By Anonymous arvin, at 8:06 PM  

  • *post sorry

    By Anonymous arvin, at 8:08 PM  

  • @ arvin - sure dude. will do... mwah!

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 2:12 PM  

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I am a frustrated artist who finds refuge in bitterness and solitude. Angst is what I speak and love is what I hide. I never want to be seen naked for in nakedness there is truth and truth I am afraid of. Reality never seems to be fair, life in fact is iniquitous.


I like to put up a facade like a masked man in a party. I like to exude and air of mystery and fear. For in fear I earn respect and respect I treasure.

I like to play God once in a while, controlling the people who surround me. I love to twist emotions and bring out the insides.

I have found love but it left me suddenly for reasons until now I do not understand. He pierced right through everything that is me and left a broken arrow in my heart. But I let that happen because I loved him so sincerely. If there was a time I really loved someone, it would be that time. He rocked my world; sadly, he rocked me to my death.

 


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