28 July 2006

This Feeling Will Pass

Out of nowhere when I woke up today I suddenly have this urge to hug someone. Not that I have that morning woody or anything but something in me kinda hoped that a guy was beside me sleeping soundly until I would wake him up with a gentle kiss. I should stop watching those mushy movies…

Don’t you miss the feeling of being loved? The question popped out of nowhere. It was like there was a tiny sound from behind the wall, and it scared me. Of course, I miss that kind of feeling. Every single gay guy, I think, could attest to that.

I came out of my blanket, which was wrapped around my body, stood up and checked my phone. 7 messages from 7 different guys I haven’t even seen. Would that someone be one of them?

I don’t know. Maybe this feeling will pass. I am sure it will.

Robbie, I still love you and I am still hoping you’d come back. ;’(


  • Very sad, indeed.

    But the most painful form of melancholy is being lonely even if you're with someone.

    By Blogger carl, at 7:09 PM  

  • @ carl - i would have to agree...

    so sad.

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 9:03 PM  

  • i fully understand your sentiments brew. when i broke up with my ex last november, that's the same feeling i had.

    it's a fact that the feeling is different when being loved by the bf. moreover, the feeling of emptiness in the heart when just doing the one-night stand with guys in which my ex-bf is doing it right now (and his so-called bestfriends).

    that's why i prefer the former than the latter and make the current relationship work for the best.

    By Blogger allan, at 9:18 PM  


    Such Deep thoughts right after you wake up. It must really be bothering you. Parang symptom yan dun sa Quarter Life Crisis na pinost ko.

    "One Night Stands become meaningless and you find yourself longing for someone who will be more than a sex partner. A companion..."

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 11:07 PM  

  • Well, what do you think ba? That you haven't found the One yet? Hmmm...'di ba ang dami mo guys na namimeet? Hindi mo ba naffeel na one of them is the right guy for you? Do you know ba what you are looking for?

    By Blogger Tess Termulo, at 11:25 PM  

  • Hay sana maging ok kana ;)

    By Blogger UNPRETTY SUPLADA, at 9:38 AM  

  • aww... ='[ too early for a drama anthology for me...
    baka hindi pwede sa guy, try mo kaya mga girls? malay mo?!

    By Blogger Earth, at 11:00 AM  

  • The last sentence is so bittersweet.

    By Blogger ~*galenlondeien*~, at 3:09 PM  

  • @ agc_dlsu - i kinda agree. one night stands can be so tiring peo since horny ako lagi, i really dun mind.

    @ jigs - do u mean i am encountering the quarter life crisis? scary thought. huhuhu...

    @ tess termulo - honestly i dun know what to think. i dun know what i want exactly. ewan ko ba. its really confusing.

    @ unpretty suplada - thanks girl. ur pretty nga...

    @ earth - okay ka lang? paano pa't naging bading ako?! duh!? hehehe...

    @ ~*galenlondeien*~ - bitter kasi ako eh...

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 3:26 PM  

  • i find you very pleasing... so true in every sense. Enjoyed reading your blog and checking your flickr pictures. Stay true and yes! have lots of fun doing so :)


    By Blogger Cerridwen, at 4:33 PM  

  • cerridwen - thanks for the comment darling...

    By Blogger /iambrew, at 5:48 PM  

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I am a frustrated artist who finds refuge in bitterness and solitude. Angst is what I speak and love is what I hide. I never want to be seen naked for in nakedness there is truth and truth I am afraid of. Reality never seems to be fair, life in fact is iniquitous.

I like to put up a facade like a masked man in a party. I like to exude and air of mystery and fear. For in fear I earn respect and respect I treasure.

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