/iambrew: May 2008

Lovelife... Not...

I miss him. I miss our grill-hopping eating nothing but pork sisig. I fell for him and I was a coward not to tell him I love him. I was so afraid to get hurt that I ended hurting both of us. I was so stupid to let go of the only thing which made perfect sense in my so-called-love-life.

*Sigh...

In Puerto Galera drinking the night away...
Mark was everything I could ask for a guy. He's smart, funny, cute (for me), honest, stable, and sweet. He even went to Puerto Galera last Holy Week just to follow me.

If only...

Labels: love, mark, sad

: Name: /iambrew; Location: Quezon City, Philippines

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2010 - Wow! I can't believe this blog is already 4 years old! I would like to thank everyone has been so nice to me and my blog. I am really happy that there are people out there who can relate to my life.

January 24, 2010 - I met this guy online who inspired me to write/blog again. To Sal, thank you for the inspiration. I owe you one.

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I am a frustrated artist who finds refuge in bitterness and solitude. Angst is what I speak and love is what I hide. I never want to be seen naked for in nakedness there is truth and truth I am afraid of. Reality never seems to be fair, life in fact is iniquitous.

I like to put up a facade like a masked man in a party. I like to exude and air of mystery and fear. For in fear I earn respect and respect I treasure.

I like to play God once in a while, controlling the people who surround me. I love to twist emotions and bring out the insides.

I have found love but it left me suddenly for reasons until now I do not understand. He pierced right through everything that is me and left a broken arrow in my heart. But I let that happen because I loved him so sincerely. If there was a time I really loved someone, it would be that time. He rocked my world; sadly, he rocked me to my death.